How can i make it dissapear...

                                 If i cry or if i beg, would it change the sky tonight, would it give me some light..

i feel totally lost now... I've never felt like this

so now i dont know what i should do.

Im still afraid of let it go, of facing it...

But

How can i make it dissapear?

I think it would be the best thing in this moment, because i feel empty and cold. This lonelyness is making me go crazy, i dont feel anything, i need something to fill my heart.

Is there any hope at all...